prism of infinite spectrum

“You clench your teeth. You look up. You tell yourself that if they see you cry, it will hurt them, and you will be nothing but a Sadness in their lives, and you must not become a mere sadness, so you will not cry, and you say all of this to yourself while looking upContinue reading “prism of infinite spectrum”

♛ Scarlet Carousel | Prologue III

{Prologue} Jae (Song Jae Won)’s 1999 South Korea They wouldn’t let me out. When I finally shoved past the barricade of arms, and barreled out of the bedroom into Dad’s chamber where the loud noises echoed, I had to cough hard to clear my lungs. Clouds of smoke in the air were far too viscous toContinue reading “♛ Scarlet Carousel | Prologue III”

♛ Scarlet Carousel | Prologue

{Prologue} Reina Yamaguchi’s 1999 Nagoya To most children, the boogeyman and clowns were stuff of nightmares. But she had long associated fear with the sickly sweet scent of candy floss, and vibrant colours. In the nebula of her subconscious, colours haunted her dreams and taunted her waking hours. When she allowed herself to close herContinue reading “♛ Scarlet Carousel | Prologue”

credo ut intelligam

credo ut intelligam I believe so that I may understand   “This is an important lesson to remember when you’re having a bad day, a bad month, or a shitty year. Things will change: you won’t feel this way forever. And anyway, sometimes the hardest lessons to learn are the ones your soul needs most.Continue reading “credo ut intelligam”